I'm back blogging againn. Hehe. Got back lappy jiu shi like that onee.
Kkkkk. Today got to sleep early hur.
Very tired, very stone.
Now I'm blogging, my sister beside telling me stories. Lol.
Hmmm,
Today is not a good day.
Don't want elaborate much yea.
But for so many years. We've been thru. Today, I think we really won't be contacting each other already beh.
Everytime, I'm the one who always text you first whenever we quarrelled.
Be it your fault or mine. I'll always give in.
I'll always be the one who misses us.
I'll always be the one who apologise first.
I never expect you to treat me like how I treated you.
But everytime, you'll always say, I'm important to you,
No one will understand you more than I do,
No one would be there for you etc.
But, the way you treated me, er.... Speechless.
Yea. You did treat me well. You're a good friend.
But at the same time you expect too much from those who give in to you.
Somehow, I didnt expect that this day will come hur.
Perhaps, we just don't suit to be Best friend but just normal friend.
Both our character don't tele, both our character is different.
Yes, we always got the same thinking, we have a lot of things in common, just somehow there's something missing.
Well, I'm kind of upset and also at the same time, I feel much more relief.
Sad that, we were so so so close, just like real blood sister.
You can just come up my house without letting me know, same goes to me.
& I know you will be thinking that I'm not worth you to sad over, maybe you think that:
'' Fuck, we were so close yet I can say you until like that etc.''
Whatever it's. You know I care. You know I treasure. Just that, something just went wrong & Idk why.
All the best to you yea. I hope you can find someone who can be there for you whenever you need him/her.
& I hope you will find a right guy who treat you well.....
Kkkkthxbye. o5o6o7 (':