You will never understand, you will never know how I feel. Never say you love, if you feel that it's just a game.

Never say you miss, if you feel it's just for that moment.

Never say goodbye, because it will be forever. & Please don't say goodbye because I don't want it to be a forever goodbye.

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked.

it's about that very moment when you're doing something and wish-ing , YOU are right here with me.

Ah~ I don't know why out of sudden I so emotional. Eveyday, before I close my eyes, the person I'm thinking is you. Whatever I do, I think of you. I don't know why.

When I wanted to side track not think of you. I'll stone, make myself busy with my work. But but,

Cb, my screen savers de slide show pictures 50% is you -.-

Then I'll be stoning at there, thinking all sort of things.

Asking myself all sort of no answers de questions.........

Alah, my heart don't know fly go where already. Jitao my work, don't care. Don't want to do.

Thanks to you heh. Your image keep appearing right in my eyes.

Nehneh. Fuck you! ): BU XI HUAN LA ! HAIYOH! IRRITATING !

I'm sick and tired of being like half-fuck hanging.

I'm sick of feeeling sad over someone who are not meant to be mine.

I'm sick and tired of how I'm feeling right now. RIGHT NOW LA! )':

Really don't know what I want in life.

I said this a lot a lot of times. But still, I have not plan or starting planing for future, for what kind of life I want.

To club, drink, drugs? A moment of enjoyment.

You guys think I really like this kind of life? You guys think I love to waste those money on those things that can't been seen overthe night?

I can save up the money, go overseas. Get a car. Set a career goal.

I'm 19 only. Yea. I'm still young. There're more better man outside.

Yea, I know how to say, I know how to console. But I don't know how to get this apply or ject into myself.

I always have negatives thoughts. But this is what you guys make me think this way. Alah. Don't know lah.

I think if I continue ranting here. Next moment I'll be sobbing in the toilet. So, shall stop ranting. (':