Errrr, so don't know how to face her later ley. Stresssss ):
Okay. I'm going to whine non stop nao!
On the 6-july I got my market pay. Over 1ooo+ , minus those debts me left like $8oo + & now I'm fucking left with pathetic $2oo & I haven even pay phone bill la dey.
How am I gg to fucking survive till 23rd ?
Okkkk, Wednesday went to Nana, open 1bottle. Then something happened which really pissed me off. So that bottle, drink like less than 5 cups? I keep balance.
Then things solved, didnt went in back to Nana. So we cab down to dk smlj Sakura at Geylang. Jitao is "Oasis" =X
Xy's friends open 2 bottle. & all finish before 3am.
After that went downstair eat meesuaaaa. Then got fights. Lol. Lamethingx....
Thursday, down to Nana. Again. This time worst. I at there less than 2 hours, cock happened again. Kkkkkxx, this time my bad.
I asked my cousin & his friend down. Sizhen, Jiahui&Jack is there too.
And, I ownself zhao home without saying Byebye to them. Err, shouldnt elaborate much.
But but but! I got onto a pcb tikopek cab! This uncle fucking drive me around around. Go thru the same Tunnel 3 times. And don't know want drive me go where la. I wonder if he want to go one big round and let the metres run just to tok me or he got other intentions. But I swear, I sibeh scared atm. =x
I caught him staring at the mirror and when I look up he quickly look down. And when I asked him where the fuck he driving me to. He said Hougang and gave me a sibeh sick smile. I too paranoid alr till I asked him drop me in the middle of expressway, and he say can't. So I told him if you don't, I will jump cab ah. Then he drive further to the end of the Expressway and drop me.
& I srsly fucking look like a idiot walking along the Expressway. So I waited like for 1 hr.
Till now I still can fucking rmb that pb uncle. Which means I'm not that seh ey.
And I reached home like 2.30am? Then jitao toh.
Friday, MC. Went to sing with Jerry&Kenny. Is really nowhere to go so went to sing. Aftermath Nana again. And this time round I finally got to drink the balance. But regretted going down too. All thanks to my precious brother. That I open 2bottles for him and he came down from other place already drunk like err? So he stay at Nana for like 2hours? Or less than that. And he keep want find problemszxc. So his gf bring him back first. If I know, I just anyhow open. Should just open 1tower for him sua.
& minus away all those cabs/cigs and other stuffs. I really left that pathetic $2oo in bank. Less than a week. I spent on something that can't be seen or kept :/ I eat my money and urine out. Wtf -.-
And there's still balance at Nana. & I really don't wannnnna go Nana anymore. But imagine go down drink balance, open again and keep and go down again.....
Saturday. Transformer with my long time no seeeeee de Wilson Neo ley gao :D
Together with Xy also. & Blg's 2 friends.
Me and Xy were at Bugis at first. Later they joined. & we are late for our movie for like 30mins? All thanks to Wilson Neooo. Me & Xy is like idiot waiting outside the cinema. ):
Hmm, Anw. Transformer = 4/10 ): ): Not naise! Too much talkings alr. =x
Sooo, its normal seeing me sleeping inside. Coz, no have one movie I watch I won't fall asleep.
It's all depends on who I'm watching with and waht kind of movie I'm watching. So out of 10 movies, 9 movies I sure sleeep one. Friends of mine all know. Hahahaha :D So, if anyone got watch movie with me before & I never sleeep. Which means, the movie is nice or you're someone special ^^ k, back to topic.
After movie. Wilson drive us to ECP. Acutally I'm waiting for your msg.... but sad to say ended up also never meet niao, near also no use.
After ECP, to Geylang. Xy want to eat meeeesua.
After meeeeeesua, called Noven talkcock aand asked him out. So down to Yishun Dam. And we are so 'early'. Bo lang aye. At there talkcock lo......
Then to Woodlands breakfast and home d
PS* Wilson drive can lead people died of Heartattack! Tsktsk.
Then evening went to Avan's wedding dinner. Kind of boring. Korkor never go also never tell me and bring me run with him. Got no choice and have to drag myself goo.
After dinner , train ed home. & teeth tight songsong till fall asleep....
Now, I'm in my desk. Very cold & I'm sweating cold sweat. Don't know whyyyiiie.
Sibei tong ku sia ))))):
Now, I just feeeel like sleeping and hoping Annie come in late pleaseeexxxx!
...
Aye, Do you know how much I miss you? Chey, you don't know :')
I don't think/don't know when we will met again.
But last weekend, Hai. Heart sank.
I mean I knew it, but I'm still putting hope in it.
Everyday everyday I've been thinking what you have once told me whenever I closed my eyes.
You said you want settle down. Where is it? Settle down or to fool around?
Ok, Me no rights to say or judge so much. Since I'm nothing, then forget it. I might seem like half fuck half fuck. But, deep down I really care. Haiiiiiiiiii.....
I really don't know what to do.. Kb.
Me just miss you. Miss the way you lie down and play Angrybirdszx.
Miss your retarded face.
Miss your baobao.
Miss your everything.
Just everything.
I'm just too naive. You are telling me to wake up and face the reality.....