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My name is MaineyYiting.
I'm a 92s' Taurus May baby on the 18th.
In love with Hellokitty
I don't know who am I, just keep walking till future

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

哇!我俩个月没有 update 我的布咯格了。哈哈
2months eh. Hmm. So where should I start from?
In these 2months, there's a lot a lot a lot of things happen ed. Good and bad. But bad news is more than good one. ): Why? At that period of time. I really wish I would never wake up again.
But, afterall. 以经雨过天晴了。(:

Firstly, my daddy 's operation is all done in one month ago. He's still on a tube to feed becos he cant eat.
This had alrd on for the day he d/c from hospital till now.
No matter what, pray that everything will be alright after this time, with all those therapy and medications.

I have been going to hospital now. = Everyday. It's only depends on the appointment timing.
So, obviously I'm alrd jobless. I need to take care of daddy. Feeding him thru the tube from sunrise , every 3hours have to feed.
So, I'm looking like a zombie now. Butbut, my fats is still with me): Somehow, I'm growing fatter loh. Haiz.
I really have to get myself up and exercise!!

Secondly, my baby alrd enlisted on the 14 sep.
So its alrd one week he's not by my side. I seriously miss him a lot ):
Though, I always think that he faster go in very good. But back to what mindset I've. I regretted ):
I thought I would enjoy myself going out with friends without him. But I'm wrong. I somehow lazy to go out. No mood to go out. ( I also no money la)
Everyday sleep after 3am. Wake up 8am. Sleep, wake up 11am. Sleep, wake up 2pm. Sleep wake up 5pm. Then I jiu awake liao. Then continue after 3am then sleep.
Sometime didnt even sleep due to those appointments.

Baby. I miss you so much ): No words can describe how much I miss you.
I told baby that I will go jogging and cuts fats. But I'm like gaining fats. Imagine 2weeks time, he cant recongnise me):

Rawwr. See. I'm not hungry now cos I ate rice at 3pm. But my mother called. I told her I dont want eat. Then I take back my words. LOL!

And Im going to shower nowwwwww. Maybe going jogging later. If I'm not lazy! Hahah! Byee!