Im out again (:
Firstly , Got to say tht , For now. I one month come out one time nia.
Every month de Fourth-Week lahs.
I demoted Band =xX
Sorry to keep you guys waiting lurh.
im so touched to see those tagggs! (((:

well, tday went movie with sis @ Amk hub,
watch-ed 252 the signal =DDD
NICE larhs. after watching, im like worried that at any time water splash frm the sky down to me lahs. hahaha .

after movie. cabbed down to compass to meet xinyi&pearlyn (:
it' been so so long since i last step into compass. the feeling of the past flash back.

after a few fag, head down to fernvale. )':
to meet zr , - to collect my stuffs,
while walking to bb`court, saw pigu (:
and we walk tgt. my heart keep jumping jumping larhs.
i keep thinking what am i gg to say when i saw them? how am i gg to react? all kinds of thoughts went thru my mind.

finally, finally, i saw them ! zr, i miss you so much.
it had been 9months and 9days, i didnt saw you. And, after so long, that i looking forward to see you again. i finally met you.
i miss you so muchs. when i saw you, i got so muchs to tell you. so muchs!
inside, i kept thinking what to tell you. and i had prepared to tell you alot of things.
finally i got the chance, but.. .. i just let this chance slip away.
i become speechless. i went blank.
i dont know when i can see you again. as i have no other excuse to meet you after collecting my stuffs.
and i just let this chance slip away.

while heading back to ur house. the path we once walked, memories flash back.
we used to walked and jump along that path back to ur hse.
play along. but just now, it's different. everythings really changed.
I know i wont blame you. I should be the one who blamed.
But, Had you all put urself in my shoe ?
Im so lost. Hais.

Perhaps, this time round, there's no more chances to mend back our friendship le ba?
We used to quarrels, fights.
Through up this 4 years, We had quarrels at the end of the year,
and we went thru so muchs & mend back.
I bet, this time round, there wont be the chance anymore bahs ?

I really cherish this friendship with you.
Noy only you, the other 4 too!
with you 5 boys around, Yiting' will always be happy.
you all never fail to brighten up my days.
We went thru so muchs of ups&downs to make our friendship strong.
I really really cherish you. I Do.

TZharong, thanks for all the memories.
I will never forget you (:
030105 , the first day of school, you were just seated next to me. I didnt realised ur presence. and never tot that we will be friends.
Slowly, we get along well,
we got our first quarrel on the first year is on bus 82. way back from punggol end.
Quarrel becos of adelaide.
I still rmb. aftermath, we mend back after some time. Soon, we hang out tgt.
I start to went down to ur aunty hse slack. Had our lantern festival @ potong pasir.
we almost spent everyday with each other.
On ur 13th birthday, I went t ur chalet. but sad to say i cant stay over.
on 24nov, we quarrel thru msg. becos of joanna. we drifted. all the way till school reopen 2006.
we mend back again.

i was so happy. and wish there isnt any quarrels again. but sad to say, becos of Qt, you drifted with me. and i never blamed you.
but, once again. things happened at the end of the year again.
i cant celebrate ur birthday like how we planned to.

A new year started again. And we did promised that no more conflicts between us.
and this time round, i must celebrate ur birthday with you.
Sad to say, i was sentenced to Grace Haven. And i cant celebrate with you again.

After i Absconded. We told ourselve that no matter what, i must celebrate with you.
but things happened so sudden. And i just let it slip like this.
this time round, there's another problems between us and i think, it wont be the same like the past anymore.
i noe there wont be chance to be back like last time lerhs.
Through out this four years. We had so muchs of memories,

myhouse downstair, urhse downstair, aaron,mel,junjie's hse downstair ;
punggol park, plaza, 431, 687,686,688, 682,684. all those void deck;
cityplaza, fernvale bridge, rooftop. futher park, cycling around.
steal bike, different kinds of nonsense.
lower seletar, river, compass, alley, outside 7-11, all around sengkang.
ancorvale road, carparks.
that period of time at chalets.
unforgettable memories.

how you expect me to let it go all this. ?
i cant. i really cant. but, if you really think this is the best way,
than be it, i will try my best to let go.

no matter what, Tzhaorong, you know how must i treasure you. how much i dote you.
how importantly you are to me.
i once asked you " if i go in 2 years, and discharge ler. come to ur hse. will you dao to me?"
and your replied is no . you wont. you wont forget me.
you say no matter what you will wait for me de.
than you said, you enjoyed staying with me. you dont wish i surrender, frankly speaking, :
i enjoyed staying with you,
you let me know, what exactly TRUE FRIENDS are.
you shown me what true friends really mend to. same goes to sam, junjie, aaron and melvin.

you all will always be yiting's friends forever.
all the memories. i will kept down in my heart.
time is the mosts cure-able medicine.

i wish you all the best.
if we are fated to be, we will meant to be friends.
let bygone be bygone.
i noe you still cant get over it. i wont force you. i noe you need time.
please dont let me wait too long will you?

Rong, be it happiness or sadness, thanks for everythings.
Thanks.
& seriously, im so happy to saw you today. after so long. finally i can regain ur image back again.
i miss you so muchs. and i hold back my tears.
i just miss you so muchs..

Do take cares of yourself will you?