You didnt seems to cares.You didnt !
You are useless. USELESS. you cant do things because of me.you cant.you are those bastard like others.
I scraficed* so muchs just because of you. I had done so muchs.You bear to leave me alone to face those consequences. You're so selfish.In the start, Everything was so nice coming out from your mouth.

But in the end, You just deny everything you had said before i've made this decission.I absconded because of you, I have done so much so much just because of one person. And that is you,Aubrey Koh Jia Rong. You are just a rascal.

You hurted me so much. Make me cried so much.
Make me like a crazy mad woman.But,
My request just so easy that you cant even because of me go surrender.
You are so so selfish.
In the 8Months and 10Days, Please go and think and reflect,
What actually you've done for me?Absconded because of me?
Dont Bullshit ard. You didnt abscond because of me. You urself admit it when i bring this up and say.

You keep quiet when i corrected every single things.
Abscond because of me is just another replacement.
You absconded because you cant tolerate your birthday.
People out there who think i get Aubrey into trouble, who think Aubrey is so Wei Da,
Because of love given up so many thing,Get this clear,
Aubrey Koh absconded not because of Yiting. He absconded because she cant tolerate his mother controling her,by not giving his own freedom.And just so nice, That day falls on my birthday celebrations.So people is thinking, and saying " Wah , yiting. Aubrey hen ai ni lor. Ta ying wei ni abscond just to attend ur bd."
Yaya . Whatever.

People, listen up.From the start, i did felt guilty. I regretted saying this. " my greatest wish for my bd is to see aubrey ard." I regretted saying this. starting, im so sorry to make you ended up like this.But, im wronged.

Because im keep saying it my fault. Finally Aubrey honest and said," Actually i not totally abscond because of you la. my mother la" Fine! wonderful (:Im just a replacement next door for this absconded thingy.Ya. You should be the one who feel sorry for me okay.?
After absconded.
Aubrey told me, if i want to surrender,
he will accompany to.Ya, Listen him Bullshit ard.
and bomb here and there.He didnt keep to his promises. He lied.

I will continue run, Partly is i cant bear to leave you. i love you. and you said if one day i want surrender you will like somehow face those conquences with me.
But you didnt.you even bear to leave me alone. Throw me aside t give me surrender by myself.Even i said i want surrender.
You still can say what, " You surrender soon le,,... blahblahh ." and you treat it as nothing. Fuck you understand?

Well, I know. My post so very fcuk-up and nasty. You never expected i will say this kind of things to you right?Fine.You made me suffer right?
My lil request from you, asking you to go back with me. While we got the high chance back to Hostel. You dont want. nvmi told you that,
no matter what if we surrender, whatever the outcome is, we will face it tgt. and finish sentece faster,come out, i will still be with you . you dont want.

you want make thing difficult what? aint i right?you dont want to be tgt ? Ya, Maybe this is what you want. Served my own sentence and you enjoy outside. F U !
If anything i said wrong on top, Correct me thn.But if you really really because of me abscond. Bravo ! clap hand.
But, if you CAN because of me abscond. Why CANT you because of me surrender?YOu say de mah.ALL you done is because of ME . Why now cant because of me?
Fine.

You make me to hate you. Make me to say those stuffs to you.Even if i really surrender in two days later.i told you we left two days le. I want a hug from you. you can simply push me away like a nobody child. Nb.Idiot.
I see the true you.I should listen to others in the first place. I shouldnt had be with you. I shouldnt (':

You hurt me so muchs.Im deeeply hurted): that you dont know.How muchs tears i had shed for you?Our fingers and toes add tgt also cant count finish.
You dont know how muchs i love you. Yet, i scarfied* so much and still you can doubt my love for you sometime.I really dont understand, Love you so so muchs what i get in return?Lies? Hurts? Tears?
I s t h i s t h e e x c h a n g e t o g e t s o m e o n e i l o v e ? ):

Im so lost now.Everyday saying tht three words " I LOVE YOU " really holds any meaning behind it?i really dont know.
you are not the aubrey koh i know in the past.How i wish that i never met you before. Loving you is so hard. Loving you is to suffer.
Im so crazy! And i want to know, Do you really love me?Please dont let me think that you are this kind of person i stated above?

If you really love me. Can you? Can you because of me Surrender with me? Can you?You everytime say sometime you because of me proved to me how muchs to love me.If i give this last chance to you to prove how muchs you love me will you cherish?Will you prove it to me you love me? Will you?Will you surrender to prove that you love me? ):

And lastly, No mothers hate thier daughters.You are too selfish to think for your mother.Put yourself into her shoe. than.
i really love you. i dont want to leave you.everywhere i go. i hope you will be there with me. even SGH or GH. Please, will you myy dear?):

I just cant forget you, stop loving you. Get rid of you, Cause you're just like a tattoo in my heart.