i dont like. i seriously dont like.
i just dont know why.
maybe this is the only react i can shown you that im angry at you by giving you radoms attitude.

1st: you nelgected me at all times.
you never spare time for me. you just know how to eat,sleep and maple.
even you not playing maple you will never acc me.
ya. i might be childish for angry all over those lil small things.
but, i just only want spent more time with you. likethat also cannot uhs?

2nd: what you refering in your blog like going a one big round saying as if like i and XQG causes you and best friend likethat.
say until we make those thing seprate you and your best friend.
please lah.
when in the blue mood i can gain your precious lazy typing slow hand to post so so many words ?
i just cant compare with her.
ya. you treated her as your sister?
so i still jealous?
too bad. you're my boyfriend.
if you really misses those time with her. than go back to her lah.
go apologise and make up with her that is not you wants those things to happened luh.

Please luh. Go and think.
If she really your best friend. why cant she give in to you?
why cant?
if she treated, cherished you like how you cherished her. she wont be like that okay.
if she in the first place didnt offensed me, i wont do things till like that luh hor!

Go and ask her yourself.
everything i said at that day. i always said " i give aubrey's face "
please lor.
i still got tell her that i dont mind you 2 to meet as she think that i dont let you to meet her.
i still got tell her that she can always at anytime call you to meet.
Did i disapprove?
i will because on that day, she climb onto my head ok.
if she didnt offensed me, will i dont let you go find her?
she is the one who want to meet. yet want you to make all the way down to look for her.
Wth?
i dont like to say things so nasty.
you know me well okay.
if things wont make me so fed up and agitated i wont say thing so nasty de.
you dont need to apologised to her.
is not your fault at all what.
for what fuck you go apologised?
apologised de should be her. why is us?
she is the one who started everything.
she insist to provoked me.
so, served her right to get those consequences luh hor.

you never spare time for me.
you never.
xiaoboy told me that to cherish those time now.
didnt i ?
i tried to give in sometime . but you love to give face like today.
playing mahjong, i didnt even angry at you but you misunderstood that i angry at you.
i gived in, you shown face.
wth?
why is everyone saying im the one who giving attitude.
yup. i admit. i love giving attitude.
that's my characters ma.
you have to accept in the first place ma.
than, everyone always tell me to give in give in. close eye. try to understand.
but no one tell you.
everyone told me. talked to me. but not you.
so when i know what to do. i gived in. you gave face.
what logic luh?
hais.

i really enjoy spending time with you everyday.
i afraid that day would come to seprate us.
i hope i can changed.
but do you know everything needs two hands to clap?
i cant be the one who changing ma.

and think luh.
what would people and i think that you saying how you miss how you miss her?
somemore you post it on blog.
where you want me to put my face and hide?
you will never understand how i feel.