im sixteen (: well.
i did enjoy-ed myself today. but, hais. i dont have a good birthday in the end.
starting will be so so good. but, hais.
why is this happening. rawrrrs!
im the one suspose to be blame.
everything is because of me. so irritating. i feel so fuck-up. i feel so sorry and guilty.
baby, i dont want the outcome be im waiting for you outside&you're inside.
understand?
i dont wan you to fly.
i feel so so so fucking uselesssss ):
baby, can you understand me?
i feel like im getting you much more troubles after we been together.
im thinking that shall we end here? i get you into too muchs troubles. ):
but. i wont leave you just likthat. cos i know. all you do is because of me. i shdnt leave you at this point of time.
bi, i appreciate everything. but you're too silly.
hais.
i really hope you will come back. please. dont make me worry and wait for you. i dont want to see you fly or whatever shit.
i fucking regret saying " my birthday wish to see you out " i simply fucking regret ):
it cost you so so muchs problems.
imsorry. imjust a jinx to you. im sorry.
is all my faults ): im sorry. im so so useless ):
bi, i really cant live without you.
dont just throw me aside ok. please ):
i love you. & i really do.