Having my Eoa Lesson now.
hais.
Things happened in just a shortwhile. hais.
i really cant go back when i report back to hostel.
well,
baby's mother said something to a.prema, & they seprate me&him. hais.
i've been moved to 2nd level for alrd 1week le.
i miss baby that muchhhs!
hais. Last time, when we wanted to see each other oso can.
now, we hardly see each other.
see also less than 1o secs? i guess.
hmm.
we have more&more less time for us le.
hais. The auntys there too muchs la.
whenever got me, there must not have baby.
whenever got baby, there must not have me.

Why is this happening?
Why cant both of us have some peace?
WHY?!
why is 'His's mother doing all this?
she spoilted her image.
i have always having a good impression of his mum.):
but now.
hais. i know is our faults. i know all you do is for your own sins good. but.
dont you think you do this is too cruel to me?
hais!
Forget it,

i scared-
i really really cant take it anymore alrd.
cant get to see baby often, talk to him often, play&craps. No more ley.
& all thanks to a.radah too. thanks to her big fat Fucking Mouth luh hor.
if she isnt the one who add things to baby's mother that day on the phone conversation,
nothing will happen. i BET! for sure!
even there's things happen, jus only been called back. i dont mind. i SERIOUSLY dont mind.
but, the problems is, i've been moved down to 2nd floor.
you all want me do what, i willing to.
but i jus dont want to go down to 2nd floor.
cos i cant tolerate the life without baby around):

we've alrd been thru so long together. spenting time almost everydays.
i alrd get use to it le. suddenly, want me to live without seeing you often. how can man?!
hais.
is there really no more chances for me to go up back to 3rd floor?
Arghhhs!
Amanda, Help me la! hais.

i really feel like absconding siol.
DD; v.sad!


Please, i pray. to go back to 3rd floor.
i really miss baby alots D;